My name is Andreas Plefka, I live in Germany,
I felt my whole life that life is exhausting, but I was strong. .
In 2008 I met a woman again who went to school with me, she fell in love with me, but started a role play, because at that time I was writing for several years, being able of writing like Seinfeld, which she thought was arrogant.
She wanted to teach me, told me we will only meet when i do like she says, I had to apply, which I tried to.
Back in school she gave me energy, I was happy to say thank you, do good.
But she confused me, overloaded me, involved all friends.
All my symptoms became extreme, I did react weird, and I got punished for it.
She insisted on a development i made, which the bank would have bought, I gave it to her.
Her "game" continued, it became more and more extreme, it led to bullying, I got isolated.
I did self diagnosis, I was so happy to explain myself, get understanding, apologies, but that did not happen.
A psychiatrist confirmed I am autistic, and so did other autistics and experts I had contact to.
Over the years I became a professional, I always want to do good, but some things i just can´t do, it´s just not possible.
Now I am completely isolated, noone talks. I need clarification, those people who are responsible need to talk, understand, but they refuse to. I am self destructive because of that, I know I will die if I don´t get clarification, but most people do not see that, do not believe me, except for some autistic experts and one professor in Zurich, Switzerland. Please contact me on facebook if you can help, thank you!
Hochheim, Germany
